A small minority of you maybe asking me this question. That minority of you who had read some of my first posts in this blog. Statistically speaking, maybe those 5 people who are still hooked up to my RSS feed. You guys might be asking this. Cuz its been a very long time since I posted anything here.
Sometimes I feel motivated in serving something up to my readers here as I sometimes wake up in the perspective that I was cheating atleast those 5 readers who’ve hanged on to this blog expecting something useful…. someday.
But then, its like a kind of weird feeling that I’m meant to be doing such stuff. Last 6 months were crude and cruel. Those 2 weren’t for the rhyming effect. I mean, yeah, I could say that those were the baddest months in my life.
Had a big problem and one of the first big problems in my life. I didn’t actually know how to face it. Had a weak mind. Got a shock. Was in a daze for all these days. That was rhyming too, wasn’t it ? lol. (just being silly here)
Might be problems associated with my age. But, it was just horrible. And please, for God sake, don’t ask me about what happened not only because I’m trying to forget that shit but also cuz I’m keepin’ it private.
It gave me the opportunity to do a lot of other things. I read a lot about various people and scientists (I love science). Got a little more immersed in studies. But, now, I got so bored that I came to the point where I realized that I’m missing something.
Life suddenly turned to be a burden. I felt that there’s no reason to go forward. But then, I remembered my life of blogging. I mean, its kinda weird man. I didn’t actually have many readers or anything. But I loved the days when I was blogging (which was about 8 months ago).
And so now, I decided to publish this blog. Fill it up with random shit. Doesn’t actually matter if someone reads it or not. I need to do something or I’ll bore myself to death. So, here I go.
Anyway, I’m not doing any proofreading. Just don’t feel like it. Might contain a shit-load of typos. I hope you don’t mind. Cheh….